it's our day 4 tomorrow and i'm still scared. i need to be scared. i can't be too lax. i need to be scared of how it will turn out. scared of being able to finish it. i can't be lax.
i am so thankful for being given this opportunity but i'm scared of asking for credit. but i need it. i don't know if it's right though. i'll think it through. i just don't want to pay back anything. i'll only take the credit if i deserve it.
i need wisdom. please grant me wisdom.
