Friday, September 23, 2022

Heavens forfend

 This is just one of those times that call for a blog entry.

3 weeks ago I made the decision to leave the company that I'm working in. I don't remember the feeling but I remember that I didn't want it anymore. I wanted to be free from going to work everyday and of course there is that commitment that I had for 2 full-length films. There was no way I could do the film with a full-time job.

And probably there is also that conundrum about not being paid highly enough and I wanted to explore upskilling so I could grow (and eventually get paid high enough).

Maybe I've been giving our Head as a reason for leaving but maybe it's really just me. Because I already know that she is not going to be regularized anyway and would even be taken out early if I would just say it.

Then last evening I was given an offer I'd be stupid to refuse.

It's been hard.

I feel like the opportunity is too good to pass up on.

Then again I also feel that it's too good to be true.

There might be a catch?