Sunday, October 13, 2024

give me strength part 32462

 sometimes you just have to put everything on paper to clear your mind and finally get some shut eye

i don't know how to write anymore. ever since i learned how to write copy for content i've become dumb. was that it though ot my antibiotics? or that i'm just high right now?

i am overwhelmed again with stuff to do but i guess i just gotta hang on for one more week. just keep pushing until we reach the steady we need.

there's just a thing when i smoke that i just want to consume content. like nerdy stuff most of the time. but i'm also too old now to stay up on a sunday, it's going to ruin my entire week. especially that i'm PMS-ing.

i just need to analyze my week

top priority is my full-time job

but finish the outline on monday

upload the rotterdam requirements for the love of god

and just maybe finally decide on the auto loan

there's milk tea in the fridge so hopefully that can get you going through the day.

i think i really need my own space fo the love of all things holy and mighty

Tuesday, October 8, 2024

god is good

feeling anxious most days

mostly because of my job 

i'm not even sure if it's because i don't like it or i'm just not giving it enough time and effort

i'll try giving it time and effort first before saying that it's not for me

that's just fair for my employer 

and fair to me as well