Break pt. 3

Maybe I should just accept the fact that I am not good in creating anything. In editing other people's works maybe, reviewing, critiquing, directing... but to actually create something out of nothing? I have never done anything of the sort. It is more difficult to start now. I am turning 27 in less than a month and at this stage, with every step I take I am deciding on whether I would keep the physiological privileges of having a roof over my head, food, and a healthy self, among other things, also dragging behind me a wagon of responsibilities. So no, starting to write at this point in my life isn't really as simple as I thought it would be as having a month-long break.