I just "found out" from my boyfriend that he might be staying in Canada for a really long time. I think I've known that for a while but there was the comfort of knowing that there's an option of living somewhere else, living in the Philippines. I think it's final now though. Apparently, he will need to stay to pay off his student loan.
I'm not really sure what to make of it.
If I live in the Philippines, there's the great probability that I would stay where I am in life. Struggling like everyone else, but I will be surrounded by friends and family. It is scary to think about what could happen. I can imagine myself dying from stress. It is really not that far from possible.
Living in Canada, life would be more comfortable. But being away from family and friends might make me miserable and this might make me resent him.
I guess the best way is to try Canada for a short time and see from there.
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