Saturday, May 22, 2021

let's try posting when we're not sad

i feel like i'm at the point in my life when i can start doing things because of how i feel about them or because i have to but only and solely because i think they'd be cool. i've got emotional investment on anything outside my family and i think that's what's giving me this level-headedness.

some things i want:

  1. learn to write and sustain myself financially from writing and producing my own content -- isn't this what everyone wants though? will my taste be good enough? i realized that i really do love writing. i'm not that good at it but i love doing it. they sy that if you keep doing something you'll end up being good at it but honestly, that's not always true. i ended up being a producer because i know what's good but i can't write it. will it work out for me, you think? how does one expand their vocabulary? do i need to to become a writer?
  2. minimalize -- life at home is too cluttered for my taste and i want to do something about it
  3. keep taking film photos. i love taking photos. this is something that's always been instinctive for me. never had to learn how and they turn out good anyway.
  4. nore time to do things -- meaning, i wish baby would sleep better.
i really feel like always being nice to the world now. but i still can't take bullshit. i'm still too cool for bullshit.


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