i just felt like going in here because there has been a lot swirling in my mind. probably better to get them down on (digital) paper so i can start to focus on other things.
i wish i could pinpoint the anxiety. but i think it's probably just a general feeling of uncertainty and not being in control yet. of what? of the future i've been envisioning. whenever i feel something like this, i really have to act on it and do something to reach it. otherwise it's just endless feeling of unrest. i felt the same way with the cinema, that was until we lost the location.
on another note, i've been craving a personal space for recharging. i think i was able to survive without one because i knew i just had to hang in there. but it's been almost 5 years both without a personal space and with a regular workload so it's been getting difficult to sustain my energy.
other than though, my family is really all i need. the more i get older, the more this becomes true.
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