commitment

i know what it feels to be left behind so i can't just leave people. i have to pull through no matter how hard it is. i can't abandon something or someone because it's getting challenging. when that happens, i have to stand my ground and work harder. this is how i become a better person. this is how much stronger i am now. i pull through. if it's hard, well, tough luck, suck it. a lot of people have got it worse. the only thing i have to do is be true to my word and stop being so whiny. i have to work too like everybody else. i'm not living for myself so there's no point in living if i'm just going to bail on the people who matter to me. people are depending on me. i have to get over myself. fucking brat.