If 2017 was anything, it was a test of who I am as a person. I realized that what people say about me, that I'm nice, is actually true. I am nice, kind, and good. I should stop apologizing for who and how I am. I'm good; I will never be badass or cool, and it's actually okay.
My boyfriend has brought out so much good in me, I don't know how to do it any other way. He's okay with me just being good and not being cool, and he even loves me for it. I think that's the big difference right there and I think that's pretty awesome.
I have learned how it is to be truly kind. Being good doesn't necessarily mean removing hatred in your heart. Being good means being angry. It means believing in your judgment, being aware of what angers you, and being confident about your right to be angry.
There isn't much to achieve in this world by being nice and that's exactly the point. It gets you nearer and nearer to being nothing.
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