i'm back in my hypomania. i'm not quite there yet but i feel it swinging up. as long as i'm aware of it i can maximize it. maybe i'll do a bit of mindfulness tonight. maybe.
i'm okay with having him out of my life. i'm seriously going to be okay. but i care about him because i've seen him be good. he can be. but i guess i just have to accept that not everyone is deserving of us. no matter how much we try to reach out, there are really some people we won't be able to touch. i think that's where my frustration is coming from. that i didn't succeed on this one. sigh. but i tried, right? i really did. as long as i know i did everything that i could then i'm okay.
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