so today i worked despite my struggle with focusing. i did core and arms yoga. went to my meeting in ABS. went to direk's house. then went to uniqlo. where i ended up spending money i dont have.
i didn't miss him that much today. i guess sometimes we don't have to force doing the right thing. what's one person wasted anyway, right? we can touch more if we would only let go of this one and focus on others. so i guess this is me letting go of that. i think i did everything i could.
i'm very suspicious of people who could name their favorite songs at the top of their head. i'm starting to believe that everybody should keep listening to new things even at the risk of not being able to old things because the world is evolving and people don't stop creating. someone's got to listen. that one hour you don't spend listening to old music is one hour you can spend discovering new songs.
this is why i like having a "current favorites" playlist. it's a great way to explore new favorite that i might want to be able to hold on to for the rest of my life. some will probably stay, some might end up being forgotten but that's the beauty of having the chance to listen to it repeatedly until you know if it's for you or not.
man, i need sex. i should get some.
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